Azam 2012

Hek eleh gile ke apa, da bulan 2 baru nk cite pasal azam. Ah sukahati ak lah. Blog ak, kalu ak nk tulis entry pasal azam pada bulan dec pun tak de sapa keysah. Hisk.

Ak rasa ak hebat sbb setakat ni ak dtg awai mai office! Haha. Giler best. Sbb sbl ni ak lah kaki dtg lewat mai ofis. Boss sound la cemana sekalipun, ak ttp tak rasa bersalah dtg lambat. Kira azam tahun 2012 nk dtg awal g ofis. Exceptional : keta eksiden pagi2, bgn lambat sbb tak dgr bunyi alarm, jalan jam, parking penuh cari parking luar lama! Hahah. Azam la sgt klu gini gaya.

Ak nk belajar masak. Giler azam mcm ni pada umur 29 tahun! Takpe. Omputih kata never too old to learn. Ye ke Omputih ada ckp mcm tu? Ak kan x reti masak. Ak jeles tgk org msk cmpak2 pastu sedap. Ak masak ikut sukatan mcm apa, pastu tak sedap. Ak kira ak takde bakat.

Apa lagi ye.. ak nk anak! Tp ni da masuk tahun ke-3 azam lagu nih. Yang ni complicated sikit, cuma ak yakin ngn keazamn, usaha y gigih serta kesabaran Insyaallah masa nya akan tiba jua. Amiin. Ak kan siap da ada nama utk anak2 ak kott. Giler poyo. Siap ada 4 nama, bajet 1st round anak 4. 2nd round tmbah lagi 2.confident.

Ak nk belajar apa2 jua ttg perkahwinan. I mean wedding not marriage. Ak kan mcm ada cita cita baru. Tp ak tak yakin lagi jadi kene la belajar dik non. Tu kang kalo da nmpk jalan br citer lebih.

Hmm apa lagi selalu org letak dlm list azam ye?nk simpan duit! Yeahh. Tp ni mcm tahun2 lepas je. Hmm.

Lain2 azam yang personal sgt tu keep to myself je.,hok aloh mcm la ada org Baca blog ko ni ajaswad oii. Takpe kadang2 ak ni perahsia juga orgnya. Keskes.

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Eksiden Di pagi jumaat y permai.

Last friday keta ak ditimpa malang lagi. Sian dia. Sian aku. Takpa kali ni ak rilek sikit sbb da biasa la katakan. Kene langgar belakang, bumper terkeluar la sikit, and ada scratches gak. Ni la org y langgar tu

Imej dia dari belakang.

Ni kenderaan dia

Dan ni keta aku

Macha ni p langgar ak ms ak tgh sedap2 layan lagu berdua bersatu. Mujur keta stop sbb tgh queue jam.

Ni dialog ngn macha tuh

Apsal awak langgar keta saya?
: saya Mata tada nampak juga..

Dah tu awak byr saya la. Sy Mau bikin keta saya
: tolong la dik, sy bini tada,anak tada, keja tada.

Dia dok ulang ayat tu dekat 10 kali lebih la ak ingat. Ak marah giler kot.
Last2 ngn bantuan penduduk disitu, dapatlah rm 20 dari wallet macha tu.
Duit tu ak guna byr kat pakcik mekanik tlg masukkan balik bumper tu ngn polish balik. Kul 830 am siap n g ofis mcm biasa. keta dah back to normal.cuma getah bwh bumper tu koyak, so ikat ngn cable tie. Haha. Ak rasa keta ak da mcm kapalterbang dlm Madagascar y dibaiki oleh penguin2. Ah ada chef wan kesah?lantak lah asal boleh jalan.
Ak berfikir, motif tuhan duga ak Di pagi2 jumaat tu... Hmm patutlah mlm tu dok layan titanic smpi kul 130 pagi, tak Baca yaasin pulak tu. Padan muka ak. Kifarah dosa lagi.

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Leaving 2011 part 2

---Review what has happened on 2011.

Jan 2011
-Cant remember if any big thing happen. rasa hidup aman damai kot.
-Oh baru ingat, i managed to pay my PTPTN loan. and nama dikelauarkan dari senarai hitam! yes2! mari ke luar negara! erkk tak pun. mana ada duit sbb duit da habis byr kat En PTPTN!

Feb 2011
-My in laws family was gathered at my house for the very 1st time. celebrating my 28th birthday! It was a great moment even i can still remember that my FIL was sitting at exactly infront of the door. rumah kecik. tak muat nk kasik semua duduk. huhu
-My car was one of the flash flood victim, occur in TMTC Jalan Semarak.
-This one is very the sedih one lah.

Mar 2011
-Since car was in workshop for 1 month, so March was a tiring month. i have to take a taxi up and down to the Wangsamaju Station everyday. kene menapak ke jalan besar to catch the taxi, that one was the biggest challenge.

Apr 2011
 -Did repair the car but only for major fault. Cost about 3k if not mistaken. up to date, no speedometer, no radio display, no USB, no bluetooth, and most important no ABS! tapi lantaklah. i make it as if kereta boleh guna jer.

May 2011
-Taking CCNA exam and i manage to FAIL! and at that point of time i realized that i am not compatible to take any master-MBA-thingy. i realized that i dont love to let myself sitting on the desk doing the reading. Dulu masa U-time boleh la. now i have no interest on that anymore! hahaaa.
-I started to feel discomfort on my both hands especially while typing. Introduction to Carpal Tunnel Syndrome!

June 2011
-i started to refer my hand discomfort case to HPKL specialist. then diagnosed as CTS lah. MC  berderet mcm apa ja. it was a bad experience but somehow it makes us be more thankful of whatever given by Allah. kan Dosa itu penghapus dosa. hukhukhk
-End of June, me & my husband had a pleasant vacation at Krabi Thailand. Alang2 mc so kami had a holiday la. A good one.

July 2011
-Still in CTS mode & MC selalu.Jadi budak baik, no blogging, no FB, no internet surfing.

Aug 2011
-I finally made up my mind to undergo surgery to cure my CTS.i cannot bear with the pain & the ulang-alik doing physio/ acupunture etc but sakit tak kurang pun. I cant stand with the long MC, jadi haiwan invertebrata kat rumah. huh. great challenge again. So the surgery went ok, my 1st experience kott. rasa mcm nk bersalin pun ada! haha

Sept 2011
-Still in recovery of CTS surgery. it takes time to heal also. for me, it takes 3 months.

Oct 2011
-Still in recovery of CTS surgery.i realize wherever i go, 2 questions that ppt will ask
1) Kereta dah ok?
2) Tangan mcm mana skarang?
3) opss lupa, one more question --> dah ada anak belum? heheee
and i love to answer those questions :) but on the 3rd question, right after that masuk toilet & nangess lah haaha

Nov 2011
-i declare myself as CTS-free. hahaa..tp apparently the pain is still there. i cant get back my normal hand. huhu... can i consider myself as Orang Kurang Upaya? boleh dapat elaun bulan2.hehe
-Something not good happened in the office, but yet it was a lesson for me.

Dec 2011
-sbb tangan dah CTS-free. so my hand did a good job i guess during my sister's engagement. Well done hands. i wish the pain wont coming back. Aminnnn. i made the hantaran & the bunga tangan. not that good but not that bad la for 1st timer and for a baru recovered hands. i love it.
-On marriage-thing: also we are doing good by end of the year. Alhamdulillah. At least Allah has show us the way out. InsyaAllah

Conclusion:

2011 is a challenging year for me and Alhamdulillah manage to get thru it.
For 2012, i would expect a greater challenge. Semoga Allah permudahkan Segalanya..Aminn

Leaving 2011

Huh,

update blog during office hour? ape kah ?? haha

Btw, takde keje skang! yeehaa!

i am packing up my things, will be moving to new unit @ new office but not yet new company @ early retirement! (cita cita ialah nk bersara awal! haha )

Starting next year will be working at new unit, praying for more success ahead. May Allah bless my way then.

see yah! :)

True Friends

Tetiba kan ak dlm mode rindu kawan2 baik. Kawan baik ni secara lazimnya mmg xkan ada ramai pun. Even rasulullah s.a.w ada 4 org je sahabat baik : Saidina Abu Bakar, Saidina Umar,Saidina Uthman, Dan Saidina Ali.

Ak ni bersyukur sbb walau tak ramai kawan mcm org lain tp ak ada kawan2 baik, my closest friends ever since years. One of them I knew her during my 1st day in matrix uia. It was on 2001. She was my roomate during the taaruf week ( orientation week). After taaruf week then ktrg da tak dok sekali but the friendship is still on.

The 2nd one ni I knew her pun during my matrix time. We were in the same class for 1 sem only. Then masing2 kene tukar2 class n once da kat maincamp da lain majoring pun. Tp after belajar la kami lagi rapat n suka buat heart to heart talk. Buat drama air mata pun boleh tahan hebatnya. Hahaa
Hak sorang g ni kenal each other ms 2nd year maincamp. Kat uia masing2 lain stream, tak kenai. Masa kat uia she was one of my best buddy esp bab2 copy assignment. She was my super duper wedding planner. Hahaha

Persamaan depa 3 org ni ialah :
1. Depa baik hati. Semua ni hati baik sungguh la hai. Sanggup buat apa saja utk tolong ak. I owe u a lot darlingss!
2. Ak tak pernah mengata depa at the back. Ever since kami kawan mmg tak pernah ada perkara y buat ak nk cakap2 at their back n I knew depa pun sama. I very the likee. Jd persahabatan tersebut sgt ikhlas n telus la org kata. Ngweee
3. Depa ni kan kelakar. Mmg jenis org suka merapu might be sbb ak pun jenis org mcm tu.kan nabi kata kalu nk tgk peribadi seseorang tu, tgk kawan2 nya. Hikss. But even depa ni kuat merapu, tp element2 ex-uia ttp ada.hahaah. even ak ni tergolong dlm kelompok produk gagal uia. Hikss
4. Depa ni semua boleh terima diri ak seadanya aku ni.. depa sume kenai family n mak ak. Sume pernah dtg kampung ak.. sempoi je memasing.. saya suka. And ak kenai family n parents depa as well.
5. Depa jenis tak cakap besar. I hate people boasting. That's why arrogant ppl would never stick with me. Hahaaa
6.,sume my besties ni physically dok jauh dr ak. Sorang kat selatan, kat utara, kat timur..tp at anytime I can have a chat with them.wat sesi luahan perasaan, or nk merapu ka apa..they'll always be there. And always. Thank you darlingss. I love you girls..

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Pewaris

If I were to live and to leave this world without a child, what should I do ya?
Everyone is dreaming of having a child. I dream of a lot of children instead. I want to have 6! I love a big family as I was brought up in a very2 big family. But what if Allah has written overthere that I am not gonna have a kid at all.
Referring to one famous quote. Not sure if it is from hadith or quran, which nearly means as, when once dead, only these 3 matters that would help him in hereafter, that are:
1. Pray from his son
2. His Jariah
3. Good knowledge taught to others

Indeed Allah Ar rahman n Ar rahim..

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Kids are angel

I love kids, they are cute, active and always makes me smile. They are kinda my personal therapist. Just look at them here in these pics,

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