True Friends

Tetiba kan ak dlm mode rindu kawan2 baik. Kawan baik ni secara lazimnya mmg xkan ada ramai pun. Even rasulullah s.a.w ada 4 org je sahabat baik : Saidina Abu Bakar, Saidina Umar,Saidina Uthman, Dan Saidina Ali.

Ak ni bersyukur sbb walau tak ramai kawan mcm org lain tp ak ada kawan2 baik, my closest friends ever since years. One of them I knew her during my 1st day in matrix uia. It was on 2001. She was my roomate during the taaruf week ( orientation week). After taaruf week then ktrg da tak dok sekali but the friendship is still on.

The 2nd one ni I knew her pun during my matrix time. We were in the same class for 1 sem only. Then masing2 kene tukar2 class n once da kat maincamp da lain majoring pun. Tp after belajar la kami lagi rapat n suka buat heart to heart talk. Buat drama air mata pun boleh tahan hebatnya. Hahaa
Hak sorang g ni kenal each other ms 2nd year maincamp. Kat uia masing2 lain stream, tak kenai. Masa kat uia she was one of my best buddy esp bab2 copy assignment. She was my super duper wedding planner. Hahaha

Persamaan depa 3 org ni ialah :
1. Depa baik hati. Semua ni hati baik sungguh la hai. Sanggup buat apa saja utk tolong ak. I owe u a lot darlingss!
2. Ak tak pernah mengata depa at the back. Ever since kami kawan mmg tak pernah ada perkara y buat ak nk cakap2 at their back n I knew depa pun sama. I very the likee. Jd persahabatan tersebut sgt ikhlas n telus la org kata. Ngweee
3. Depa ni kan kelakar. Mmg jenis org suka merapu might be sbb ak pun jenis org mcm tu.kan nabi kata kalu nk tgk peribadi seseorang tu, tgk kawan2 nya. Hikss. But even depa ni kuat merapu, tp element2 ex-uia ttp ada.hahaah. even ak ni tergolong dlm kelompok produk gagal uia. Hikss
4. Depa ni semua boleh terima diri ak seadanya aku ni.. depa sume kenai family n mak ak. Sume pernah dtg kampung ak.. sempoi je memasing.. saya suka. And ak kenai family n parents depa as well.
5. Depa jenis tak cakap besar. I hate people boasting. That's why arrogant ppl would never stick with me. Hahaaa
6.,sume my besties ni physically dok jauh dr ak. Sorang kat selatan, kat utara, kat timur..tp at anytime I can have a chat with them.wat sesi luahan perasaan, or nk merapu ka apa..they'll always be there. And always. Thank you darlingss. I love you girls..

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Pewaris

If I were to live and to leave this world without a child, what should I do ya?
Everyone is dreaming of having a child. I dream of a lot of children instead. I want to have 6! I love a big family as I was brought up in a very2 big family. But what if Allah has written overthere that I am not gonna have a kid at all.
Referring to one famous quote. Not sure if it is from hadith or quran, which nearly means as, when once dead, only these 3 matters that would help him in hereafter, that are:
1. Pray from his son
2. His Jariah
3. Good knowledge taught to others

Indeed Allah Ar rahman n Ar rahim..

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Kids are angel

I love kids, they are cute, active and always makes me smile. They are kinda my personal therapist. Just look at them here in these pics,

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Rahmat Illahi

Finally dapat juga update blog. Nothing much changes in life. Only that I am trying hard each n every day to be a good wife of my beloved husband, to be a good daughter of my great mother, to be a good sister of my siblings n family, to be a good worker of my company n of course most importantly to be a better person in the eyes of Allah... Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for still giving me such a blessed life.

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CTS part 3

i think i am CTS free now --> ni kalu Dr Ranjit dengar, dia surely say " Great! you are very lucky la!" he said i am so lucky because the injection for my right hand works with me (sbb dia try & error je.cess). no more numbness at my fingers for both hand. it shows that the CTS is no more there. Brief idea about CTS is here

Only that some how the shooting pain (mcm kene cucuk jarum) is there but very rare. also, the tendon is not yet strong enough, so tak boleh buat keje mcm dulu sgt.

Anyhow, last 2 days, i am not wearing my winter glove at all while at the office. but some how, wondering juga. coz another specialist, Dr Iskandar once said that the feeling of pain is mostly due to less of stimulation around us. bila mlm kita akan rasa sakit lebih dari masa siang hari, sbb siang hari kita bz, ada org2 disekeliling, then kita lupa pada rasa sakit. bila mlm ms nk tdo, kita da xde menda nk buat, otak free, thats why sakit tu kita rasa. sbb otak fokus fikir pada sakit saja.

aku rasa betul. thats y aku pernah gtau husband, "apsal bila smpi hospital, masuk je kat level 5 tu, terus tgn rasa sakit? "wahaa,. there is a fact behind that rupanya. and for the last 2 days, some-unexpected-thing  happen in the office, hence i was thinking about it at most of the time (even until now), means aku tak sedar ada rasa sakit. and at this point of time also  i am not wearing any support-thing whilst typing.

Yeaahh again. I am CTS-free! suka2 hati declare. da la smlm skip physio.

p/s: aku adore Doctor Pakar. aku rasa dorang hebat. kalu aku dikurniakan anak, aku nk paksa dia jadi Doktor Pakar. ayat seorang emak yang diktator.

CTS part 2

CTS surgery is done, now i am still in the recovery mode.. alhamdulillah i can do my office work even not as before. it is much better than before. Thank you Allah.

whilst in this recovery, i am still undergoing physiotherapy. i am wearing winter-punya-glove while in the office sbb tak tahan sejuk. it is not comfortable at all, but i have to. else, i cannot do my work. takpelah, at least kalu nk g holiday-main-salji tak yah beli glove dah :p
i have few more tools which i used to have during this point of time. my wrist splint, typing splint, tungku elektrik-mcm-org-tua etc. boring giler kott..

dlm pada nk recovery, ada pulak another problem occur. it is minor actually. it is not a hard-core-disease pun. but because it is inolving my both hands plus we are doing almost everuthing using hands then it gives a major effect to me somehow.. It is middle finger trigger. never knw of the existance until the time i am having it. it is like a magic whereby yr middle finger could suddenly bent. then melekat mcm apa jer..

aduhai.. patut aku ni jd doctor pakar, tak yah nak typing bagai. :p 

:: tgn da rs tak best, so i better stop here.

CTS

aku dah mengidap CTS selama hampir 5 bulan..

so dlm ms ni.. sume kerja tak menjadi.. how i missed those moments, coordinating dockets, troubleshooting cct, doing daily job till late evening, doing my online biz at night and weekend, cooking, baking cake even selalu tak jadi, kemas rumah, doing laundry by my own, facebooking till mid night..

semua ni da lama aku tak buat..

what i did for the past months.. ulang alik hosp jumpa doc ranjit,g cucuk2 jarum kat acupuncture, g berurut, undergo small surgery on 4^th day of Ramadhan, resting at home (which now it is the most I hate), duduk kat office tp tak buat keja apa..

Bila nk baik ye..

Yesterday I took AL just to tidy up my house & surprisingly I finished at 8 pm! Just imagine, lipat 3 helai kain, kene rehat kan tgn.. then smbung lagi.. tu pun tak sempat mop lantai  n kemas stor.. n tak sempat pun siram pokok bunga… L. Kalu sebelum ni, kalu stat at 8am, by 11 am da siap sumer. Terasa aku lipas kudung dulu..now da tak kudung sgt..