Leaving 2011

Huh,

update blog during office hour? ape kah ?? haha

Btw, takde keje skang! yeehaa!

i am packing up my things, will be moving to new unit @ new office but not yet new company @ early retirement! (cita cita ialah nk bersara awal! haha )

Starting next year will be working at new unit, praying for more success ahead. May Allah bless my way then.

see yah! :)

True Friends

Tetiba kan ak dlm mode rindu kawan2 baik. Kawan baik ni secara lazimnya mmg xkan ada ramai pun. Even rasulullah s.a.w ada 4 org je sahabat baik : Saidina Abu Bakar, Saidina Umar,Saidina Uthman, Dan Saidina Ali.

Ak ni bersyukur sbb walau tak ramai kawan mcm org lain tp ak ada kawan2 baik, my closest friends ever since years. One of them I knew her during my 1st day in matrix uia. It was on 2001. She was my roomate during the taaruf week ( orientation week). After taaruf week then ktrg da tak dok sekali but the friendship is still on.

The 2nd one ni I knew her pun during my matrix time. We were in the same class for 1 sem only. Then masing2 kene tukar2 class n once da kat maincamp da lain majoring pun. Tp after belajar la kami lagi rapat n suka buat heart to heart talk. Buat drama air mata pun boleh tahan hebatnya. Hahaa
Hak sorang g ni kenal each other ms 2nd year maincamp. Kat uia masing2 lain stream, tak kenai. Masa kat uia she was one of my best buddy esp bab2 copy assignment. She was my super duper wedding planner. Hahaha

Persamaan depa 3 org ni ialah :
1. Depa baik hati. Semua ni hati baik sungguh la hai. Sanggup buat apa saja utk tolong ak. I owe u a lot darlingss!
2. Ak tak pernah mengata depa at the back. Ever since kami kawan mmg tak pernah ada perkara y buat ak nk cakap2 at their back n I knew depa pun sama. I very the likee. Jd persahabatan tersebut sgt ikhlas n telus la org kata. Ngweee
3. Depa ni kan kelakar. Mmg jenis org suka merapu might be sbb ak pun jenis org mcm tu.kan nabi kata kalu nk tgk peribadi seseorang tu, tgk kawan2 nya. Hikss. But even depa ni kuat merapu, tp element2 ex-uia ttp ada.hahaah. even ak ni tergolong dlm kelompok produk gagal uia. Hikss
4. Depa ni semua boleh terima diri ak seadanya aku ni.. depa sume kenai family n mak ak. Sume pernah dtg kampung ak.. sempoi je memasing.. saya suka. And ak kenai family n parents depa as well.
5. Depa jenis tak cakap besar. I hate people boasting. That's why arrogant ppl would never stick with me. Hahaaa
6.,sume my besties ni physically dok jauh dr ak. Sorang kat selatan, kat utara, kat timur..tp at anytime I can have a chat with them.wat sesi luahan perasaan, or nk merapu ka apa..they'll always be there. And always. Thank you darlingss. I love you girls..

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Pewaris

If I were to live and to leave this world without a child, what should I do ya?
Everyone is dreaming of having a child. I dream of a lot of children instead. I want to have 6! I love a big family as I was brought up in a very2 big family. But what if Allah has written overthere that I am not gonna have a kid at all.
Referring to one famous quote. Not sure if it is from hadith or quran, which nearly means as, when once dead, only these 3 matters that would help him in hereafter, that are:
1. Pray from his son
2. His Jariah
3. Good knowledge taught to others

Indeed Allah Ar rahman n Ar rahim..

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Kids are angel

I love kids, they are cute, active and always makes me smile. They are kinda my personal therapist. Just look at them here in these pics,

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Rahmat Illahi

Finally dapat juga update blog. Nothing much changes in life. Only that I am trying hard each n every day to be a good wife of my beloved husband, to be a good daughter of my great mother, to be a good sister of my siblings n family, to be a good worker of my company n of course most importantly to be a better person in the eyes of Allah... Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for still giving me such a blessed life.

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CTS part 3

i think i am CTS free now --> ni kalu Dr Ranjit dengar, dia surely say " Great! you are very lucky la!" he said i am so lucky because the injection for my right hand works with me (sbb dia try & error je.cess). no more numbness at my fingers for both hand. it shows that the CTS is no more there. Brief idea about CTS is here

Only that some how the shooting pain (mcm kene cucuk jarum) is there but very rare. also, the tendon is not yet strong enough, so tak boleh buat keje mcm dulu sgt.

Anyhow, last 2 days, i am not wearing my winter glove at all while at the office. but some how, wondering juga. coz another specialist, Dr Iskandar once said that the feeling of pain is mostly due to less of stimulation around us. bila mlm kita akan rasa sakit lebih dari masa siang hari, sbb siang hari kita bz, ada org2 disekeliling, then kita lupa pada rasa sakit. bila mlm ms nk tdo, kita da xde menda nk buat, otak free, thats why sakit tu kita rasa. sbb otak fokus fikir pada sakit saja.

aku rasa betul. thats y aku pernah gtau husband, "apsal bila smpi hospital, masuk je kat level 5 tu, terus tgn rasa sakit? "wahaa,. there is a fact behind that rupanya. and for the last 2 days, some-unexpected-thing  happen in the office, hence i was thinking about it at most of the time (even until now), means aku tak sedar ada rasa sakit. and at this point of time also  i am not wearing any support-thing whilst typing.

Yeaahh again. I am CTS-free! suka2 hati declare. da la smlm skip physio.

p/s: aku adore Doctor Pakar. aku rasa dorang hebat. kalu aku dikurniakan anak, aku nk paksa dia jadi Doktor Pakar. ayat seorang emak yang diktator.

CTS part 2

CTS surgery is done, now i am still in the recovery mode.. alhamdulillah i can do my office work even not as before. it is much better than before. Thank you Allah.

whilst in this recovery, i am still undergoing physiotherapy. i am wearing winter-punya-glove while in the office sbb tak tahan sejuk. it is not comfortable at all, but i have to. else, i cannot do my work. takpelah, at least kalu nk g holiday-main-salji tak yah beli glove dah :p
i have few more tools which i used to have during this point of time. my wrist splint, typing splint, tungku elektrik-mcm-org-tua etc. boring giler kott..

dlm pada nk recovery, ada pulak another problem occur. it is minor actually. it is not a hard-core-disease pun. but because it is inolving my both hands plus we are doing almost everuthing using hands then it gives a major effect to me somehow.. It is middle finger trigger. never knw of the existance until the time i am having it. it is like a magic whereby yr middle finger could suddenly bent. then melekat mcm apa jer..

aduhai.. patut aku ni jd doctor pakar, tak yah nak typing bagai. :p 

:: tgn da rs tak best, so i better stop here.

CTS

aku dah mengidap CTS selama hampir 5 bulan..

so dlm ms ni.. sume kerja tak menjadi.. how i missed those moments, coordinating dockets, troubleshooting cct, doing daily job till late evening, doing my online biz at night and weekend, cooking, baking cake even selalu tak jadi, kemas rumah, doing laundry by my own, facebooking till mid night..

semua ni da lama aku tak buat..

what i did for the past months.. ulang alik hosp jumpa doc ranjit,g cucuk2 jarum kat acupuncture, g berurut, undergo small surgery on 4^th day of Ramadhan, resting at home (which now it is the most I hate), duduk kat office tp tak buat keja apa..

Bila nk baik ye..

Yesterday I took AL just to tidy up my house & surprisingly I finished at 8 pm! Just imagine, lipat 3 helai kain, kene rehat kan tgn.. then smbung lagi.. tu pun tak sempat mop lantai  n kemas stor.. n tak sempat pun siram pokok bunga… L. Kalu sebelum ni, kalu stat at 8am, by 11 am da siap sumer. Terasa aku lipas kudung dulu..now da tak kudung sgt..

Senyum

Senyum .. sbb tgh dlm mood training SMILE kan..

Tp bile senyum  perisa pahit, tawar, masam & kelat lebih bnyk dari senyum perisa manis.. sigh

lebih menyakitkan biler senyum terukir manis (konon mcm manis la..) tp dlm hati menangis mcm org gila.. i was once in deep cry.. i cried, cried and cried.. it wont heal yr pain, and you find it even more hurt..

theres so many happens in life, it makes yr stronger & tougher.. what ever happen, you have to gone thru it..have the faith in which not easy to get one...

Solution: still.. i choose CRY :(

Masak-Masak : Chicken Chop with Black Pepper Sauce

Wahhhh... kellasss ko nyaahhhh :)

Terasa hebat bile aku nk buat chicken chop ni sbb tak pernah buat and da set kat kepala chicken chop ni susah nk buat.. slalu nk mkn order je lah!

Tp this time is my husband's request. oo da pandai order yer skang ni..


Ni dia resipi dirembat and mix kan dari Cik Google:

Bahan2 Chicken chop
2 keping boneless chicken -beli siap kat pasaraya

3 biji telur

Sedikit lada sulah

bread crumbs – beli siap kat pasaraya
1 tbs sos Lea & Perrin

1 tbs tepung jagung

3 tbs tepung gandum

Minyak untuk menggoreng

Bahan sos blackpepper :-

2 ulas bawang putih (dicincang halus)

1 biji bawang besar (dicincang halus)

1 tbs lada hitam dikisar kasar
2 tbs sos tiram
1 tbs kicap soya

5 tbs sos lada hitam

1 tbs lea & perrin sauce

Air
Sedikit tepung gandum

Side dish
Fries
Tomato

Cara-caranya :

1.Gaulkan ayam bersama lada sulah, lea & perrin. Kemudian gaul rata menggunakan tepung jagung dan gandum.

2.Pecahkan 3 biji telur dan celupkan ayam. Salutkan dengan ayam dengan breadcrumbs .

3. Goreng ayam hingga kekuningan dan angkat.
4. Untuk black pepper sauce, tumiskan bawang putih & bawang besar sehingga naik bau
5. Masukkan lada hitam kisar & campuran air dan sedikit tepung
6. Masukkan sos lada hitam, sos tiram & sos lea & perrin
7. Masak sehingga pekat. klu rasa nk pedas boleh tambah lada hitam kisar tu.

Ini lah dia hasilnya titik peluh pada hari ni..

Saufey,
Selamat menjamu selera tekak kamu hari ni :))

Tanah Kubur~~~ part 1

Tadi aku secara tak sengaja tertonton cerita Tanah Kubur , yang ada Nasir Bilal Khan tu kan.. tetiba aku jadi meremang sorang2 .. takut seh.. caner aku mati nnt eh.. da la aku ni suka mengumpat! suka melawan cakap suami.. selalu gossiping..selalu semayang lewat.. hukhuk,.,kdg tu tertinggal... :(

Takutsssss

 Ya Allah Ampunkan dosa2 ku~~~

Jauhkan lah aku dari seksaan kubur & panas api neraka Mu~~~

Aminnn

Study Study Stupid Part 4

Ok, dgn ini setelah berusaha selama beberapa hari menelaah+tido+surfing :) akhirnya hari ni sy duduk exam..

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Dan saya GAGAL!

Cess~~~

Tau takyah study! mmg la hai

Cikgu Razak B.U.N.C.I.T

Ni kisah masa aku darjah 6.

Masa ni periksa Kemahiran Hidup. Cikgu Razak adalah cikgu KH aku..

Aku dah siap jawab soklan.. tp masa exam tak habis lagi.. so kene tunggu..

aku boring taktahu nk buat apa.. so aku main conteng2 kat muka depan soalan peperiksaan, belah atas kanan. ingat lagi.. aku tulis Cikgu Razak B.U.N.C.I.T.. sbb mmg perut Cikgu Razak ni buncit..

Tak lama masa menjawab pun tamat.. Cikgu Razak kutip balik kertas soalan..

Aku pun tak ingat y aku main conteng2 tadi and submit kertas soalan... dan pulang dgn gembira sbb aku rasa soalan peperiksaan tak lah sesusah mana.. confident leh score.

Beberapa hari lepas tu aku dipanggil oleh Cikgu Kelas aku.. Cikgu Mokhtar. Dia tnya aku

Cikgu Mokhtar: Awak rasa awak ada buat salah tak?
Aku: Salah apa cikgu?
Cikgu Mokhtar: Awak ada buat salah dengan Cikgu Razak ?
Aku: Hmmm.. Salah ape yek cikgu.. (blur siriyes tak dapat tangkap ape salah aku)


Pastu Cikgu Mokhtar pun keluarkan soalan peperiksaan KH aku dan tunjukkan ape y aku tulis hari tu..

~~Cikgu Razak B.U.N.C.I.T.. ~~

OMG! I Die!! Caner aku leh lupa nk padam balik? Damn.

Study Study Stupid part 3

Yay berjaya minta postpone exam, tp still aku tak stadi beriya pun... ni kecoh kemain ni macam amik master..padahal exam ccna je y tahap makan kacang kuda utk org terer.

tp sebab aku ni kategori tak cerdik, tu yang kalut beriya. org lain siap ada phd relekk jek

disebabkan aku kene amik exam ni, memberi kesedaran kepada aku bahawa toksah la nk bercita2 nk amik master bagai! mmg awok tak seswai lah.. awok da tua (walau pun aku selalu rasa aku umur 25!).. otak awok da makin lambat pickup~~


So sambil stadi smpat usha2 hantu kak limah, usha baju online!

baju kat sini  bleh tahan cun!

ngeeeeeeeeeeee :)

Tukar almari!

wah2... aku sedang dlm transition period utk tukar wardrobe.. bukan la tukar sgt pun cuma ada few baju y dah tak menepati syarat2 dress code y ditetapkan.. Bukan la ada baju melambak pun, so bila ada baju2 yang dah tak valid, mula la nk shopping baju baru ehehhee..

so drooling2 kat baju2 online! cantik2 sgt tp aku ttp takde keyakinan utk beli baju online! hoho.. padahal aku wat business online.. pelik caner org leh beli barang tanpa pegang menda tuh.. hohoo... sgt la primitif pemikiran aku nih..

cantik nyer dress ni... tp aku meluat bile pakai dress.. ada je y menegur 
" cantik,awak pregnant ker? " perggghh siriyes benci!

Kita Bako aje!

Aku tgk citer ni dulu beli kat Astro First.. siot sakit hati tgk sbb citer merepek y ntah ape2.. aku ngn Saufey tgk depan TV tp muka masing2 mcm tgk dokumentari.. sakit hati kott sbb cite bajet murah kata aku.

Tp la ni citer tu jd bualan org.. lagi2 si Usop Wilcha! tgk2 aku terpaksa la tgk kat youtube! ahaks!

Cecite Cecite!

Lawak tahap Gaban Z

Study Study Stupid (part 2)

Exam is scheduled on next Tuesday 26/4/2011 @ 2.30 pm
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Yet i have no confidence to sit it.. and surrounded by all sad story some more.. i became less confidence..

thinking of postponing the exam date, might be i need another weekend to study..

i have to pass this exam by any means~~

yeah will do my best but still i need the 1 week buffer huhuhu

How to make myself happier ?

When we were down on something, life is so stress and we were questioning why life is not like others..
When we cant be rational, we were questioning why why and why
It is like questioning to urself though no answer you'll get..

Sigh
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yeah, Syukur to Allah for giving me such a blessing life.. I have a good husband, I have a mother with full of  wisdom,  a merry family and I have a lots of good frens!!

Syukur Ya Allah...

I have to work harder, pray even harder to get a better life ahead!  

and to answer entry's question, these are the interim solution; :))

1) Eat a lot!
2) Sleep a lot!
3)Shopping (even window online-shopping can make myself happier! )

Kucing menonton TV

Heii kau kan kucing.. Kucing mana boleh tengok TV!! 

Kucing ini sedang menonton perlawanan bola sepak



No FB

Aku dah kurang lebih 3 minggu takde FB.. sebelum ni tu dia bukan main active update status.. main comment2 smpi kul 12 pagi! tu dia.. tp ada beberapa perkara berlaku y menyebabkan aku berfikir utk deactivate je (deactivate saja bukan close account tau!) specifically bukan atas pengaruh sesiapa utk deactivate, tp lebih kepada my own emotional.. aku mendapati emosi aku selalu terganggu bila tgk wall FB aku tuh.. sigh...

dah beberapa kali juga aku attemp utk deactivate tp mcm syg la pulak...

tp finally aku berjaya  jugak! yayyy!

now i am happily living without FB and still have no feeling of accessing it anynome.. (as of now, dated 8/04/2011 1803hrs :p )

btw, disebabkan fitrah aku ni yang suka merapu, so aku beralih kepada blog ini utk menjadi tempat merapu! yeehhaaa :))

Bila diri diuji lagi - Part 2

Kepada sahabat yang sedang ditimpa kesusahan, ingatlah bahawa musibah itu penghapus dosa dan petunjuk bahawa kita sedang diperhatikan oleh Allah SWT. Anggaplah musibah itu sebagai pelaburan dunia bagi orang-orang yang sabar dalam mendapatkan saham akhirat yang lebih besar!

Petua menangani pemikiran yang negatif ketika berhadapan dengan musibah ada dinyatakan oleh Rasulullah SAW dalam sabdanya, daripada Abu Hurairah r.a., Nabi SAW bersabda yang bermaksud: "Lihatlah kepada orang yang lebih bawah daripada kamu, dan janganlah kamu melihat orang yang lebih tinggi daripada kamu, ianya lebih wajar, agar kamu tidak memperkecilkan nikmat Allah SWT." (Riwayat Muslim). 

Yang penting, musibah bukan alasan untuk kita terus bersikap menyerah kerana Allah bencikan hambaNya yang berputus asa! Maka rancang, berusaha, berdoa dan bertawakallah, semoga kejayaan bakal menjadi milik kita...(ustaz Zahazan)

Bila diri diuji lagi...

Seorang teman rapat selalu berkata : Allah duga kita kerana Allah sayangkan kita..aku selalu mengiyakannya tetapi sebenarnya tak dapat nk digest sepenuhnya ayat itu...

Dan baru2 ini aku diuji lagi.. menghadiri trainig 4 hari di MMC Jalan Semarak bermula dari Isnin 20/2 hingga Khamis 24/2/2011.

last day of training, half day settled for 1 module. then cont to module terakhir, trainer lain yang akan dtg.. until 2.30 trainer was still not turn up yet.. me and along trying to get him by calling the trainer coordinator, En Azlan. So then the trainer came..it was 3.20 pm. dia mengajar sgt beriya dan aku & anas da YM kutuk2 dia.hujan da mula turun masa tu  tp sume org still in the class, ikhlas tak ikhlas je belajar granite tuh!

Aku da mula bosan sbb kelas tak habis2, it was 4.40 pm, i went to washroom and when i came back , the trainer ask us to check our car.. as the raining was so heavy since 3++ pm.. Then, Kak Wan, Yati, Linda, Anas and myself rushly ran out to check our car.. as i arrived at the parking area all i can see was water all over there.. it was a shocked n looked for my car.. Ya Allah .. the water level is reaching my car tyre's tip!! thats it.. nak suh org tolak keta pun dah tak sempat as the watel level raise tremendously. i've called my classmates to ask help from them but by the time they reached us our car has already merged.. How sad.. i was not crying at that time~! it was like i cant believe that this thing happen to us n we saw our car merged in front of our own eyes!! how sad~~

I could not forget how my car was floating..arus air tu sgt kuat sehingga dapat menggerakkan kereta tu, it was floating and then moving all around, hitting other car some more.. my car was moving for a bout 20 m distance before stranded at hostel lobby...then the water level keep on raising and finally i could not see my car at all.. it was at all.. mcm tak percaya.. and susah nak percaya.. this thing happen within less than 5 mins! this is how we say the power of Allah.. when He say it happens, then it will definitely happens...

1 hour later the flood has resided, and MMC student were helping us to push the cars to the main road.. Mlm tu ada pesta towing at MMC, all towing cars were queing to tow our cars.. it was about 40-50 cars all together...

How pity to see my baby in this way...

Baby, Sabar yer.. bnyk sungguh dugaan y menimpa kamu.. sy pun sdg bertabah ni :))

Gemuk

someone says to me

"Awak pakai pants hari ni, nmpak awak gemuk sikit."

hmmm

So what should i think of yer..

ok bye!

Meeting yang membuatkan sy mengantuk~~

Tak suka attend meeting yang related ngn job aku 10 % pastu the rest tu da portion orang lain.. so sgt bosan tgk org lain gado2 n cakap2 menda yang aku sepatah haram pun tak faham...

so sy gunakan masa tersebut utk mengupdate blog! ahahaa

Terasa best pula bile ada blog ngehngehngeh

Pelamin~~ Cubaan pertama

aku kan suka sgt wedding!!!! sgt suka pelamin.. suka baju kawen..suka hantaran kawen.. menda2 ni aku stat suka masa aku sibuk wat preparation tunang & kahwin aku..rasa seronok dan berangan2 nk ada bridal sendiri~~ ecewaahhh... poyo padahal tgn tak creative langsung.. tp aku suka.. kiranya idea aku, tp aku arahkan org buat.. sbb tgn aku mcm kayu sikit! huuu

so masa Wawa tunang aku ngn berani matinyer g suka suki book nk amik tender pelamin!! tu dia org tak bagi kepercayaan tp aku memandai sendiri2 je.. mula2 plan nk wat ngn Nana tu y berani mati offer diri.. tgk2 nana tak dapat cuti panjang so aku pun cuak la gak kot pelamin tak cantik malu i~~

Tp aku belasah la jugak..mujur ada nus, jd takdelah takut sgt.. so plan sempoi je, aku plan verbal, nus drafkan kat drawing.. aku mana la reti lukis kang lain y aku bayang, lain y aku lukis!! then terus g carik barang kat angsana dan kami berjaya membuat mini pelamin y pada aku boleh la tahan utk 1st timer (walau ada y kutuk ikut belakang kann hehee) tp takpa. ni baru belajar mana nk perfect.. bunga senget2 lagi, tirai ntah kemana.. platform herot merot.. tak pa lah utk bertunang je pun..

dgn bantuan Nus y bagus in detailing, aku nmpk menda y macro, nus ni dia nmpk menda2 y mikro.. so bagus kat situ..dan atas bantuan Abang, ida, Wawa & tak lupa suami tercinta yang wat keje panjat2 jadi lah pelamin mini ni...

Kot utk kahwin, agak2 wawa berani tak nk offer aku wat pelamin dia ek? huuhu.. agak kalu dia amik bridal jer, maksudnya sedar2 la pelamin ni tak memuaskan hati pengantin~~ hehehe

Tapi apa pun it was a good experience to hav one :))


>> ngape blogspot ni takleh add image?? isshhh

Suka tapi Allergy

aku sgt suka kucing.. dulu selalu tido ngn kucing, carik kutu kucing, mandikan kucing..kalu hujan lebat lagi sedap tido ngn kucing sbb dia akan membulat dan berbunyi grrrrr grrrrr.. best2 sgt best..

Tp skang da tak leh lagi sbb aku alergy kucing y amat dasyat.. even kucing tu berada dlm 1 meter radius ngn aku pun, aku da mula gatal2 hidung dan bersin2.. apetah lagi kalu berani mati nk pgg kucing. mmg gatal2 1 muka, mata, telinga, lidah dan langit2 sekali.. pastu hidung lagi paling tak buleh blah.. huhuh sgt sedih.. so sejak tu mmg tak pernah pgg kucing.. rasa ada la dekat 6 tahun aku menemukan y aku adalah alergy kepada kucing...

Last week aku cuti 1 week kat umah.. so sgt takut sbb pernah 2 tahun lepas after aku cuti 1 week kat kg, balik kl hidung aku rosak smpi kene jumpa specialist.. sbb alergy y amat dasyat~~~

So utk cuti kali ni aku standby bawak ubat alergy n gatal Saufey punya..hehe.. try n error in case teruk sgt leh aku telan ubat nih..

Ubat ni sgt berkesan sehinggalah aku takda gatal hatta kucing buleh tido di riba aku!!!! wah sgt suka... aku pgg kucing sikit je sbb rasa tak berani, dah bertahun kot tak pgg kucing.. so pgg mini2 jer.. nk cium apetah lagi.. mmg tak ar kan..

Tp puas hati ar sbb cuti 1 week aku hidup selesa sbb xde gatal2.. mmg pagi ptg telan pil tu..puas hati sbb pgg kucing n kucing siap tido peluk aku tuh..giler horror..bukak2 mata nahhh muka kucing betul2 depan mata aku .. makkk aiii..

Jiwa kacau

Aku selalu jiwa kacau.. dan sekarang aku dilanda jiwa kacau lagi... mungkin sbb sorang2 aku byk berfikir sendiri.. kalu Saufey ada, takde la aku jiwa kacau sgt.. bile dia takde, selalu fikiran ntah ke mana2.. pastu moody sorang2.. hmmm..

kepada sesiapa yang ada terasa hati ngn perilaku aku semasa berjiwa kacau ni.. aku minta maaf~~~

Desicion Making : To stay or To Leave Part 2

2nd interview already passed
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rasanya mmg tak dapat lah sbb
1) aku gabra tak menentu.. terus ckp omputih berterabur, blank..
2) bynk personal question yang by right tak patut tnya pun.. tp sbb post tu utk shift so depa mmg kene consider personal life aku
3) interview aku sekejap sgt.. dlm 20 mins da siap...


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So decision now is : To Stay!! TM di hatiku! :p

Decision Making: To Stay or To Leave

Company A: Now
Pros:
1. Company stabil - tak mungkin kene buang kerja
2. Medical benefit - unlimited utk me n my family
3. Senang nk buat loan sbb GLC

Cons
1. Gaji agak below par
2. Increment sikit
3. Malaysian working culture
4. Tetap duduk jauh dari husband
5. Duduk kat umah flat tingkat 3 ni ngn ada hsmate

Company B: Next maybe
Pros
1. Gaji doubled fr A
2. Japanese/ international working culture
3. Technical focus
4. Leh beli rumah kat cyber! sy suka area tu tak jam :))

Cons:
1. Working in shift --> ni la plg payah sgt
2. Makin jauh dari husband - tp kalu husband smbung belajar maybe ok sikit
4. Maybe susa sikit nk wat loan ke apa

Ya Allah ya Tuhan ku.. kau berikanlah petunjuk kepada aku.. kurniakan kepada aku apa sahaja yg terbaik utk aku & kehidupan kami. sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengetahui..Aminn

Undian setakat ini:

To stay:
1) Fazilah
2) Kak Along
3) Kak Jida

To Leave:
1) My beloved husband, Saufey
2)Nana
3) Ana
4)Nus

Atas pagar:
1) Hana

Kisah aku dan kereta

aku ada habit tak suka berhenti masa driving esp masa drive sorang2.. bile ada geng nk benti sokmo.. nk minum la nk makan la nak beli buah potong bagai.. teringat masa dulu2 aku selalu drive balik johor sorang2.. so aku mmg jarang sangat berhenti rehat.. bawak laju2 3 jam smpi umah,, sanggup tahan kencing dr kl smpi johor.. and dgn habit ni jugak mjadikan aku tak suka berhenti kat petrol station utk isi minyak.so wat i do is i love to let my fuel level blinking for quite some time and pray hard "cukup ni.. insyaAllah sampai".. kadang tu siap bile da start blink, i'll set KM and the furthest i've ever go was about 40 KM!heheee.. berani mati kan?

So the same thing happen last week, i went off to the office earlier as i have sumthing to settled.. kul 6.30 pg dah  kuar umah... smpi kat jalan tun razak amik lane kanan bawak laju smbil layan Maher Zain.. suddenly my car slowing down, tekan paddle minyak pun dia tak mo pegi.. arrhhh sudah ini maksudnya minyak habis kah? tanya pada diri sendiri sbb tak pernah habis minyak tengah jalan kan..ye! tepat sekali!! ape lagi den kalut la,, caner ni?? da la tgh bawak laju.. dok lane kanan pulak tuh.. terus tekan emegency button and slowly ke lane paling kiri.. tp sbb minyak da takde keta aku tak mampu smpi emergency lane lalu tersadai di lane kiri, mau pastu kene makian horn dari driver lain... kalut gilerr!! mmg aku kene sumpah seranah la ngn depa..

Suddenly ada 1 mamat nek moto ni benti tnaya :ni apahal nih? tnaya ngn nada marah.. aku ckp la minyak habis! bangang,, dia tolong tolak keta ke tepi smpi ke taxi station.. alhamdulillah.. so aku da tak kene makian horn..
da kalut aku tgk kiri kanan mana nk carik minyak... tu dia!!!!! jengah2 aku nmpk lambng SHELL!!! OMG! Tuhan sgt membantu! tp shell station tu ada kat seberang jalan! tp aku toleh belakang, tgk ada jejantas dekat je.. fuhh den lega.. apa lagi amik botol mineral besar lari nek jejantas dan berjalan laju membeli minyak!!fuuhhh.. terasa sgt penat dan berpeluh walau belum smpi ofis..

Alhamdulillah dapt beli minyak.. org shell tu soh isi dlm tin dia.. mna bleh isi minyak dlm botol mineral! suka hati aku je.. so jalan balik ke kereta dan isi minyak.. lalu meneruskan perjalanan ke offis ~~~

smpi ofis aku tak citer kat org sbb a week before tu aku baru je langgar lori.. haii... mcm2 hal la aku nih..

Lesson: jgn malas refuel! :p

Terasa nak ada blog

aku tak pandai menulis.. bila aku menulis, then aku baca semula aku akan rasa nk muntah. sbb ayat aku mcm ntah apa2 je..

i used to read others' blog. and i love to read them.. esp my two besties' blog.. and with cooking recipies some more.. so sgt suka..

so this is my new blog. dulu ada blog da tp ntah mana tah.. aku pun da lupa nama blog tu.kot nk carik mmg jenuh..

aku terasa nk kembali ada blog (tatau la kadar keaktifannya) atas sebab2 berikut:

1) saja..aku boring
2)ada bynk menda terjadi dlm hidup aku.. and i think my (mcm aku sorang ada hidup kan) life is full of colours.. n feel like write it on some thing..
3)i used to update what is happening in my life in my FB status.. and recently i feel like in some circumstances, it is not suitable to post it in my wall.. People might misjudge me or..some peopla may take serious what i've posted.. aku kan suka merapu.. i really love to.. so skang aku nk bertukar port merapu ke blogspot! yeeehhaaa :p